It's been repeated in almost every conversation I've had with my friends since my diagnosis on 12/24, "I'm so sorry". I need to remind myself that this is how we voice our concern, as deep down I know that sympathy won't remove the cancer from my body. I'm amazed by the "gifts" that cancer provides, as we only hear the tragedy of cancer.
Last night, we had dinner with our good friends, which provided the opportunity to tap into the experience of a true cancer survivor who started his battle with the same type of cancer 10 years ago. First-hand knowledge of the same doctors, hospital and treatment - it was like getting the answers before the exam. What a gift!
In the mail yesterday I received the most inspirational card from our dear friends in Austin. It was filled with pictures of the many trips and adventures that have been so important to me - many memories that I plan to duplicate immediately after recovery! This gift will remain on my desk to remind me of those great times!
I've found great depth and understanding through a daily devotional that was served in the same capacity for another friend of ours. While a fairly new friend through Ski Patrol, her expression of support is keeping me grounded each day in those things that are important. I'm reminded that I don't take this journey alone.
I received an email from my cousin, who I haven't seen or spoken to in almost 40 years - cancer has reconnected us. The many stories of cancer survivors that have been shared with me don't make my journey easier, but they offer the optimism that keeps this journey positive.
Many gifts have been presented to me since the word cancer became personal. So you can see, there is no need to "be sorry".
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