"Recovery Wall"

The big day is finally here! Less than 24 hours from reaching my goal of having this tumor removed from my body!! Can't wait. These past 3 weeks since the original surgery was postponed have seemed to last forever, and while I've finally bonded with my feeding tube, it's time to put that darn accessory to use.

The emails, phone calls and silent prayers for me this week have been overwhelming - THANK YOU! I have drawn much comfort and strength from your concern and understand that even though I'm the only one getting cut up here, there are many who will be right there with me. I've said it before, it's a very moving and powerful feeling. I'll succeed simply because I'm afraid to disappoint so many!

I listened to a pre-surgery mental imagery CD that my healthcare provider sent me yesterday. It prepares the mind in a peaceful state, similar to yoga, to allay any anxiety or trepidation one might have before going under the knife. I can honestly say, without any added bravado, that I have no fear or anxiety going into this. I have an amazing prayer network, the best medical staff, including the surgeon who's done this specific procedure more times than any other surgeon in US, and I've placed my faith in God to determine the best outcome. I've done my best to prepare myself for this day, and now turn myself over to their skilled hands.

Many of you have expressed interest in coming to the hospital during the ~5 days I'll be there. Without sounding unappreciative, I'd ask that you wait until I return home and come there to visit. I will likely lose my voice for several days following surgery and having visitors will only stress the situation. I hope you understand. For those intent on sending flowers, please note that the hospital has a 'no flowers' policy due to the compromised immune systems of so many of their patients. Please feel free to send a 'money bouquet' - know as a donation - directly to the City of Hope in lieu of flowers. That would be an incredible gesture - please let me know so I can send thanks! Your money will be put to very good use researching this awful disease (& is tax deductible unlike flowers)
 https://secure3.convio.net/coh/site/Donation2?df_id=1800&1800.donation=form1&JServSessionIdr004=ta4qjendu3.app304b

Lastly, I'll encourage you all to post something on my 'Recovery Wall'. This is your chance to participate in my speedy recovery. It could say "stop by for a quick walk", "count me in on your first bike ride", "I'll call with some encouragement to get you going again". However you can help in my recovery process, I want it posted on my 'Recovery Wall'. I will post all of these on my 'Recovery Wall' at home and cross them off as they are completed. Feel free to get creative. Come climb that wall with me!

Thank you all for taking this journey alongside me. There clearly is power in numbers. Look for an update late Friday or early Saturday from Rose, since the 10-hr surgery should be completed by 5-6pm on Friday evening. I thank God for great family & friends! See you soon!!!